CarnEvil

So I thought i should get around more and maybe be a lil more benevolent to my fellow creatures . Hence I ended up going for the Bharatiya event last night. After dropping my folks off initiallyand checking on the office coz the nimrod couldn't figure out how to lock it, I arrived a few hours earlier than I was expected. Found myself getting thirstier as the minutes ticked away. So I dropped by my favorite pub at York ( Cock'n'Bull) every few minutes to wet my whistle and more importantly keep my sanity.

It was interesting to watching kids. There is a time in your life where you do things that makes yourself look stupid by default. As you grow older you need external stimuli to induce stupidity.

I sat in the background and watched a whole slew of kids do that yesterday. I remember our own stuff back in the day. Nothing close to any of these tame ones.

The universal shape or structure is a sphere in 3d or circle in 2d. The planets, the structure of atoms, Ring of Power, The Halo Ring, marks on my term paper...
Everything goes around in a full circle. I went back to my first job last night. Deja Vu.

This weekend, I'm going to get something that I've been meaning to get in a long time..... Sleep.

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"'When the moon is full and trees are bare,
walk through the cemetary if you dare.
Where skeletons rot and corpses fester,
locate the tomb with the skull of a jester.
Feed him the token all shiny and new,
it is then that CarnEVIL will return for YOU!'"

Life Universe and Duct Tape

Sometimes you are the windshield, sometimes you are the bug.

And sometimes you are the guy standing on the curb minding ur own business and get splashed by the asshole driving the car.

I seem to get more and more disconnected from the world. I know what A is talking about . Specially when you relate your personal life to the universe... scattered thoughts through a big dark void, held together by chaotic, unexplainable forces....
sorta like 'The Force' from star wars... .. or duct tape.

Neverending Mondays

How is it that no matter what you try, mondays just drag onn forever.,... Had a 12 hr work day today. 7:30 in the morning till 7 at night.

*Remember to talk to boss about converting all that overtime to cash* ..

Sometimes conversations are like a drug. The mind aches for the fix. The pain and spasms ravage you till the words douse you in a sweet ether.


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"Every thought that I repent,
There's another chip you haven't spent,
And you're cashing them all in, Where do we begin.
To get clean again,
Can we get clean again. "
------------ Third Eye Blind

Eras end. New trails

It is official now. The 90s is finally over.

M flies down to Singapore in weeks time. Everyone else has moved out of Blr. Everyone.. but one. The days of thunder have passed. The seaons have moved on.In time the cycle will repeat. The winds will change, good times will come again and We'll rock like the Hurricane.

At a distance the shores of the Emerald Isle glistens.

Folks are going back to the old country this week. 2 weeks, 5 cities, mayhem.

Watching the snow settle down.. like a blanket, it covers everything. All know or existing roads, paths, trails covered and leveled. you get to make you're own trails and paths. Start over.

A word of advice.. dont taste the 'yellow' snow cones.